Nov 012011
 

NaBloPoMoI’m participating in NaBloPoMo. Sometimes I’ll use the prompts. Sometimes I won’t. Today I will.


I love the writing of writing.

Even before my love of photography or my interest in all things computer and then Internet, I loved writing. I was that girl with four journals, two notebooks and random scraps of paper stuffed here and there; each contained a thought, a poem, a moment, my words. I wrote to write. Non-stop. I got in trouble in both middle and high school for writing when I should have been listening. I wrote all the time.

Now I write for various reasons. Writing pays my bills. Writing heals me. Writing is fun, is hard, is challenging, is easy. Writing is an escape. Writing grounds me. Even though I have other passions — my photography, reading, cooking, sleeping, reading others’ writing on the web — I return to writing when I need to settle down, refocus. I come back to writing when I need to reevaluate where I am, where I’ve been and where I’m going.

It has taken years for me to settle into the fact that I am, at heart, a writer. I’m many other things as well, but I’ve always been a writer. As I continue on this journey, I am finding it most important to remember that what I love about writing is writing. Even when the deadlines loom and the new prospects are scary and the race is hard — I love writing.


[Are you participating in NaBloPoMo? Let me know! I'd love to stop by your posts this month.]

Oct 302011
 

#SOCsunday
This is a blurry Sunday morning. I thought I would try something new to try and wake me up, get me going. I met Fadra at BlogHer Writers last week, and she started a Stream of Consciousness Sunday meme. With NaBloPoMo coming up, a few well-placed memes could be useful to help me post every day for thirty days.

Without further explanation, here’s what I’m thinking about today…


Apparently the end of October is upon us.

BigBrother’s last soccer game is today. It would figure, seeing as how FireDad is working. I’m kind of glad the season is over, even though BigBrother seemingly loves soccer and has made some great strides in his game this year. The reason? The communication from league/team to parents has been worse than ever. Games and practices were cancelled — and I never received a call. It wasn’t just me; other parents on our team complained of the same. As such, I don’t feel like we’re going to the End of Season party after the game.

Soccer

Especially considering my back is out. Again. I don’t really know what to do. I stood up at the Halloween party yesterday evening and almost passed out because the pain was so intense. I cannot continue living this way. I cannot continue gaining this much weight because I can’t work out. I cannot continue ignoring that this is not a horrific, life-altering pain that needs dealt with — but I also don’t know how to deal with it. So, I sit and wonder.

The Halloween Party at Dillon State Park was really quite awesome. The younger crew only did one loop (out of a total of three). It was the perfect sized route, resulting in one full pumpkin of candy. We cooked hot dogs, ate taco salad and chili and the kids ran around chasing each other. BigBrother’s costume is muddy and hot chocolate-y, and I’m over it because he had so much fun. I took some amazing pictures throughout the day and I’m just so glad that LittleBrother got over a tummy-woe so that we were able to go.

Halloween -- Dillon State Park

Our friends were joking that we’re all old. We’ve got multiple back issues, heart issues and other mental and physical health ailments. We miss coffee for doctor’s appointments. We laughed, but I’m hoping we all come into a healthy year in 2012. Mainly because I want to have coffee with my friends on a regular basis!


This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…

  • Set a timer and write for 5 minutes only.
  • Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. No proofreading or spellchecking. This is writing in the raw.
  • Publish it somewhere. Anywhere. The back door to your blog if you want. But make it accessible.
  • Add the Stream of Consciousness Sunday badge to your post.
  • Link up your post at All Things Fadra’s weekly post.
  • Visit your fellow bloggers and show some love.

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