I made three dozen heart-shaped cookies the other day. I still have enough dough to make another four dozen. That seems a bit like cookie overkill since absolutely none of the cookies are exiting our house as school is cancelled, yet again. It also seems a little strange, coming from me, the woman who doesn’t participate in Valentine’s Day type stuff. It’s just never been my thing.
While baking those initial three dozen cookies, I had a few errors. One particular cookie was burnt to a crisp. Some had burnt edges. At one point, I put a tray of cookies in the oven and forgot to turn on the kitchen timer. I had to guess when the cookies were done. Surprisingly, that tray yielded the best results. I felt kind of good about myself at that point. For a second.
Then these two little cookies came out of the oven.

They’re not so perfect. They’re cracked. They’re burnt. They’re kind of ugly. And I think they’re kind of awesome, really, for all of those reasons and more.
I’m not the perfect mom. I don’t like Valentine’s Day. I bought
books
. I’ll make heart shaped pancakes. I’ll send my husband an inappropriate e-card. But I don’t like the day. And I don’t like things like indoor play places or playgroups or even the library story time anymore. And sometimes I yell. And, really, can’t they just go back to school already? It’s not even snowing! But then I look at these cookies, made with love even though I think the day is silly. I look at these cookies and I’m reminded that love doesn’t have to be perfect to taste good.
I love these boys, even on Valentine’s Day, in my very own imperfect way.
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